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Wednesday Words


Be strong…
Stand firm

Enjoy 
the 
JOURNEY

having Faith
over Fear

fear washes out our Faith

we are NOT called to have a 
spirit of FEAR… we were not 
given a spirit of FEAR…rather

POWER * LOVE * SOUND MIND 

stand on the truth 2 Timothy 1:7


POWER
capability function potential virtue
faith value righteousness goodness 
character sense personality courage
firmness stability fervor sparkle pep

LOVE
passion yearning ambition eagerness
desire energy hope zeal devotion 
faithfulness gratitude thanks excitement
intensity rage joy warmth

SOUND MIND
wisdom understanding logic sanity
clear thinking discerning patient responsive
sense sound judgement common sense
stability sharpness insight sharp 


Wednesday Words

Welcome to Wednesday Words here at Ashley's Art Closet. I heart Wednesday Words! I never really know where it's going to take us. Today, I have Tania from Standish, Maine with us. Tania is going to share insight into her personal recently short journey of liver cancer honoring Liver Cancer Awareness month. October is almost over people, let's rock this out by welcoming Tania, I am so glad you are with us. It means a lot to me and others you took the time today to share with us your story. Go green! 

Briefly, share with us what life was like before cancer. 

I am a 32 year old wife and mother of 2.  We were married on August 272005.  Our oldest daughter Paige Rose was born on August 8, 2006, and our youngest Caitlyn Renee was born May 5, 2008.   I was/am self-employed, I own Tania’s Tots Preschool and have been in business for 9 years.  I have a bachelors degree in Early Childhood Special Education. I love teaching. I opened my business September 5, 2005, the day after we returned from our honeymoon in a 250 square foot room and have since expanded to a 1350 square foot building with 2 classrooms and 2 other teachers. 

Share with us how you found out.  What were your symptoms?

In March of 2012, my best friend and I decided that we were going to start running.  We were both turning 30, had kiddos and wanted to get into shape.  We started training for a 5k and were running 3-4 days a week.  It was exhausting.  I couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t build up my endurance. We attributed it to working in the preschool 50-60 hours a week, being a busy mom and the running.  I completed my 1st 5k but was experiencing shortness of breath and shoulder pain.  One night a few of us went out to dinner and I felt a pop in my side, a few hours later I was in pain.  I honestly thought it was my gallbladder.  I spent 2 days in bed taking Tylenol and Advil around the clock.  Monday morning I had reached my breaking point.  We put our oldest on the school bus and my husband drove me to the emergency room.  It was our 7th Anniversary, and we were spending the day in the ER.  A technician came in to complete an ultrasound and the look on his face told me there was a BIG problem.  15 minutes later my room was full of doctors and nurses.  They told me I had a “hepatic adenoma” and it had ruptured bleeding into my liver.  They admitted me to the hospital and the next day they performed an embolization to stop the building.  I spent 2 more days in the hospital and was released.  I was set up with Dr. Lisa Rutstein surgical liver oncologist.  She monitored the adenoma by MRI every 90 days then we would meet.  In April 2014, 20 months after the rupture we decided to do a resection to remove the tumor.  I set sub plans for the summer for my preschool and prepared for surgery.  The resection was on Wednesday, June 11th.  The resection went well and within 5 days I was home.  The day after I came home I logged into my computer to read my charts and saw my pathology report.  The first words I saw were “findings, Fibrolamellar Hepatacellular Carcinoma.”  It was not an adenoma.  I instantly cried and got on the internet and began the investigation process.  The next day I called my surgeon and we had a meeting to develop a plan.  She told me she needed to do a 2nd resection to clear the margins and remove a section of my diaphragm.  I told her to schedule it asap.  So on July 2, 2014, exactly 21 days after the first resection I had a 2nd larger resection.  Again within 5 days I was home.  The 2nd recovery was much harder and even as I write this in October 2014 I am not 100% back to being me.   Hearing/Seeing the word cancer was terrifying.  I am mom of 2 girls…they need their mom…I knew that this was going to be a fight.  I will not go down without trying everything possible. 

What has your course of treatment been?

Currently, I have had the 2 resections and a post resection MRI.  Everything has come back clear.  I am taking a “holistic” approach.  Eating as clean as possible, raw honey and cinnamon, green tea, a few cups of coffee a day, etc.

Emotionally, how have you handled everything?

I am a FIGHTER.  I always have been.  I am a feisty, do not mess we with kind of person.  I am also determined to know everything I can about this form of cancer.  I will educate myself and everyone I know.  I am going to take a proactive approach and try to keep it at bay. If I can’t keep it at bay I will fight it every step of the way.

Tell us what have you learned throughout this process?

This is a new journey, but I have learned that there is a great support group through Facebook, Fibrolamellars of the World Unite. I have learned that I am stronger than I thought I could be.  I know that there are no guarantees in life and that you have to enjoy every moment.  I think it is very helpful that my surgeon was willing to fight for me too.  She didn’t lose hope or tell me that it was impossible she was willing to take a risk and do 2 surgeries back to back to give me the greatest chance I had.  

Tania thank you so much for being with us today. I am completely honored to share your story. I pray many, many blessings on you and your family. I look forward to staying in touch with your throughout the rest of your journey so we can continue to celebrate…free, free, free! I like that you're a fighter! I like that you're taking a holistic approach to all this, healthy eating! We must all embark on eating healthier, not just because we want to diet, rather it's the healthier route for our precious bodies.


Wednesday Words


Another beautiful day to seek the heart of a family honoring them this October for Liver Cancer Awareness month. Walk along side me today as we read Wednesday Words of another mother's story of her daughter battling liver cancer. 

Mrs. Mueller please share with us how your daughters journey with liver cancer begin and where y'all are today. 

Our journey began on February 13, 2010.  My daughter had lived in Colorado at that time for about 10 years and called Fort Collins her home.  We received a phone call that changed our life.  Her boss informed us that she was in the hospital and about to undergo emergency surgery.  A tumor the size of a cantaloupe had burst on her liver and she was bleeding internally.  She had lost about ½ of her blood into her abdomen.  She coded and they brought her back.  She underwent a procedure that would plug the liver and stop the bleeding.  The surgery was stopped at that point to stabilize her and the next part of the surgery would be done 3 days later.  

We rushed to Colorado from Illinois to find our daughter alive but very critical in the ICU.  She had another surgery 3 days later to resect the portion of the liver that was damaged and remove the tumor.  At the time they believed it to be a benign adenoma (noncancerous tumor). After sending the sample to 5 different labs the results came back Fibrolamellar Hepatecellular Carcinoma.  

No one wants to hear that their child has cancer.  She was 28 at the time.  We mourned and cried then the time came to fight.  She wasn’t ready to give up and wanted to pursue every avenue possible.  We got in touch with MD Anderson hospital and went for a consultation.  The recommendation was that she go through another surgery to clean up the margin and check the surrounding lymph nodes for possible FHC.  That surgery came out very well and clean margins and lymph nodes.  They did inform us that because the original tumor burst that cancer cells had spread through her body and could pop up anywhere.  She was put through a course of chemo to possibly help.  

A year later 2 small tumors surfaced in some fatty tissue in her stomach and were removed.  She went through some localized radiation.  We were hopeful that there would be no more recurrences, however, a year after the last surgery another tumor was found and grew from 2.5 cm to 8 cm in one month then another tumor next to that one was found.  It was decided that these tumors were too close to the hepatic artery to be removed safely so it was decided that chemo immobilization be done to possibly slow or stop the growth of the tumors.  The large one was immobilized first and after 5 procedures both tumors showed to have been reduced in size and after several months a scan showed that they were dying.  During this time another tumor was found to be coming off the cut end of the liver and possibly growing on the stomach, it was decided in October of 2013 that another surgery was necessary.  The concern at this time was that the tumor was coming off the stomach which would make her ineligible for transplant.  The wait was agonizing, worrying and wondering.  The doctor came out and told us the good news that the tumor was coming off the liver and was removed with a clean margin.  By this surgery she only had the right lobe of the liver left.  

So a year later we are waiting on the transplant list with 9 months of clean scans behind us.  Claire must take the pill form of chemo while waiting, but has a great quality of life still and a wonderful outlook.  We are getting close to transplant because of her type of cancer puts her higher on the list.  We still live scan by scan but are hopeful for a great outcome and a long and happy life.  We as a family are very supportive and would do anything we can.  This has not been an easy battle but we continue to fight and will fight with every ounce of strength we have.  

My daughter is not married but is the proud aunt to a 14 month old boy and a sister to my other daughter and son.  She is an excellent example of strength and courage.  The family pastor once said he wished he could bottle up her strength and give it to those who he meets with.  She always has a smile and an encouraging word for anyone.  

Her favorite words and truly words to live by. You gain strength, courage and confidence by each experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face.  You are able to say to yourself, “I have lived through this horror.  I can take the next thing that comes along.” Eleanor Roosevelt

The Mueller Family
Illinois 


Thanks to each of you from the Mueller family, as your heart has been opened up to share such a long journey. I know your open heart will provide such peace and understanding for other to see and hear what it's like to be of a family who's walk out the journey of cancer, mostly liver cancer. May many more bright days be ahead for your family. It's been a true honor to get to know you through this process of your story being shared. I'll continue to pray for each of you for God's ultimate healing. I love the strength shown here of your daughters. Let's shout to the mountain tops sharing her story of His true goodness. #givinghimalltheglory 


Wednesday Words


Most of us know October as Breast Cancer Awareness Month, but did you know it's also Liver Cancer Awareness Month!? #isupportboth


 As a 14 year liver cancer survivor, I want to continue spreading the word because it's real. It touches the lives of real people. 

I created this journal page last October. 


Over the course of a few days I gathered as many things green possible.

Things I used:

Green stamp
Green owl
Green button
Green pens
Green markers
Green ribbon
Green scrap paper
Green scrap material
Green scrap ribbon
Green hearts
Green glitter


Ways you can support:

Wear a green hat
Wear green scrubs to work 
Tie a small green ribbon at your desk
Change your profile picture to green
Make a green wreath with scrap green material, ribbon ect. 
Write with a green pen
Use a green sharpie
If you support breast cancer awareness this month wear a green bracelet or put a small green ribbon on your pink shirt. #isupportboth
Paint your nails green 
Wear a green head band
Notice green
Use a green bookmarker
Use green eyeshadow 
Use green napkins and plates
Create a green journal page 
Chew green gum
Play I spy GREEN
Create a green board and pin anything green on Pinterest


In honor of Liver Cancer Awareness Month let's rock out the green! #october

 You might also like to read my post from when I became a Fibro Faces!








I am a SURVIVOR! 

#isupportboth #breast #liver #cancerawareness #october 

Wednesday Words


What wonderful words for Wednesday! 

Book pages play a big role in my creative process so I thought I'd share my process. May you rock out your Wednesday hump day. Happy dance we are half way there…








Wednesday Words


Have Faith above ALL…

let your faith be bigger than your fear
FEAR NOT
don't let bad soil or weeds discourage your faith
Mark 4:40


Let Him stand with you & strengthen you. 
2 Timothy 4:17


We all tend to let things stand in our way from time to time, day to day, but we are called to stand firm holding tightly to His truth. Even when the broken break us we must still stand firm letting Him handle the broken. Joel 2:25

This is a page from my journal from this year. I was in prayer for someone who was fearful about a situation. Once getting deep in the word as I prayed these are the words laid on my heart. I simply wrote with a black pen and a black sharpie. Later I came back in pulling my colored pencils out. May you be encourage not only to have faith, stand firm and have no fear. I also encourage you to grab some color when you journal. It doesn't have to be fancy!

Do you journal?
Do you stand firm?

Wednesday Words



And we are off to making it pass the first week of having a freshman college student here at the Murphy Lodge. Last year I purchased this 1001 Things Every Teen Should Know book. From time to time I break down into my own words a few of the 1001 things writing them on our kitchen chalk board. Or we read them aloud across the dinner table from the book. As you see here, this is the most recent I wrote this summer. Time to update for sure but sure thought it'd be worth the share before I do here on Wednesday Words. Hope you enjoy! #myteenhasntlefthomeyet


Have you seen one of these books?
Do you have a teen?


A peek into my writing journal



Putting pen to paper, I started the writing process of "Under Contract". I am using a 7x10 Canson mix media journal. This type of journal can be purchased at Hobby Lobby, Micheals or online at any art material store. I don't know if you can see/notice in the picture above on the cover a rectangular box penned in the center. If so, that's my markings lining up my thoughts the size the book pages will actually be. I use this as my gage while writing. So I'll know when to start on a new page. 




I love the spiral bound. It's easy page turning. The pages are extremly durably thick which leaves room for less page wrinkling. 




Look at all those messy marks! First draft…a work in progress! #stillwriting #onpageninety


So slowly "Under Contract" is coming to life. That's one of the perks of self publishing you can pace yourself taking one step at a time. While you are still working on all your other timely projects raising a family. 

Here you can see my planning of "Under Contract". As well, I share a snipped what the story's all about towards the end of the post.

See where I started pen to paper here. 

Have you used a Canson journal before?
Have you self published?
What's you writing journal look like?
Have you read a novel in verse before?